Drive by's in the hood happens every damn day
When I was a kid I couldn't safely go and play
My brain's so f*cked I can't get her out my mind
How many times will I be hurt before I truly find
Someone who's love is truly real and forever
Someone who will never leave me trying to be clever
Leaving me for someone who cheats and lies
I don't understand it, he ain't even that fly
I went out and bought everything hoping to keep her
Would kill 20 times just for another chance to see her
I would hate to be myself but would love to just be her
I can't get it out my mind I honestly think I need her
But I can't take her back it's truly impossible
Everything's broken yeah I ain't even that bond-able
It's to the point that life isn't even all that optional
Just let me die and wake up somewhere more tropical
I used to wake up and hear the chirping of the birds
Watch the sunrise and start writing down some words
She was my inspiration my soul and my heart
But then she took it all and used it to play some damn darts
Drive by's in the hood happens every damn day
When I was a kid I couldn't safely go and play
My mind's so f*cked I can't get her out my mind
How many times will I be hurt before I truly find
Someone who's love is truly real and forever
Someone who will never leave me trying to be clever
Leaving me for someone who cheats and lies
I don't understand it, he ain't even that fly
You just wanted all the fame and all the clout
But I still would never doubt
That you did love me but now that's a way to opt out
You made my highs and you made my lows
What can I feel without you at all these shows
You was right I was wrong, yeah I was just a pong
I thought she was amazing for more than just her thong
But now she straight left me just crying in the dirt
Love isn't real it's just a longer lasting flirt
I don't wanna wake up, never ever wake up
Clouds in the sky but I'm down low in the cup
Told all those other guys to back up
So now I'm a get locked up