638Quez - Hold on Lyrics

I swear I'm going to be good Nigga what about you
I miss my grandma I'm lost with you
You say that you love me I love you too
You say that you love me I love you too
You don't got to lie girl tell me the truth
I hate when u cry girl let me hold you
We all got to die lord what did we do
I'm really hurt don't know what I'm going through

Tryna numb all this pain but it just steady flowing through
I play dumb but use my brain but they think I don't know how to
Waking up all through night I'm sitting here crying around bout two
I try to pray like every night I almost died Nigga wat about you

I been stressing bad
Still wear a smile go get some cash
U make me mad I just might flash
This build up anger gone make me crash
Getting to the money I'm not worrying about ass
You cross that line your mama sad
We got him pants down he tried to sag
I cut her off she like to nag
I do the dash I'm in some fast
Tired of that sad shit now I'm glad
Smoking exotic this not grass
These Diamonds hitting this shit not glass
I don't regret shit in my past
You cross that line can't get a pass
When it's that time put on your mask
Jump out the car hop out and blast

I
I been trying to hold on
I turn on dnd cause they keep blowing up my phone
Keep asking me for favors but they ain't never gave me nothing
I hate my grandma she said you smart you gone be something

The shit that u doing it's Trifling
Gone end in a casket most likely
These bitches don't even excite me
Money bring me a lot of excitement
Pulling robberies dodging indictment
I read the play like a physic
You say that it's smoke where the lighter
I bring that fire like a lighter

I swear I'm going to be good Nigga what about you
I miss my grandma I'm lost with you
You say that you love me I love you too
You say that you love me I love you too
You don't got to lie girl tell me the truth
I hate when u cry girl let me hold you
We all got to die lord what did we do
I'm really hurt don't know what I'm going through

I
I been trying to hold on
I turn on dnd cause they keep blowing up my phone
Keep asking me for favors but they ain't never gave me nothing
I hate my grandma she said you smart you gone be something

She said Quez u gone be sum I swear Quez that you gone be something
Stand on all 10 won't go for nothing
I just can't trust a hoe for nothing
Stand on the block we posted up
Best believe we got them thirties tuck
I got some money but it aint enough
I was high but I sobered up
My niggas died I'm pouring up
My girl got f*cked I'm throwing up
If you not gang don't throw it up
Reach for this chain you dumb as f*ck
You chasing fame don't get sent up
I'm chasing change I want them bucks
It's meant to be don't believe in luck
Pull out the d and let her suck
I f*ck her good and now she stuck
Life so hard I won't give up
Been waiting so long it's slow as f*ck
Girl where you at I'm pulling up
I coped a safe I'll full it up
Wont touch my stash I'll put it up
Protect my body I'm fully-ed up
No safety on ready to bust
They don't know how I'm feeling
My head to the ceiling
I miss when we was children
Shit done change it's different
The chosen one feel gifted
People change I'm not tripping
Why why why I i i

I
I been trying to hold on
I turn on dnd cause they keep blowing up my phone
Keep asking me for favors but they ain't never gave me nothing
I hate my grandma she said you smart you gone be something

I swear this pain drives me insane
I swear these drugs gone keep me sane
I f*cked his bitch won't say a name
She let my bros them run a train
Yall niggas hoes swear y'all so lame
And y'all be playing polices games
I might go do some that u can't
I'm smoking dank exotic stank
And I'm like Shaw up in that paint