The Matrix Video (MV)

I was popping pills till I felt nauseous
Escaping the feeling of self-conscience
F*ck being woke, f*ck being conscious
I was broke believing in that nonsense
No one ever listened so I created a god
Never got a response so I created a squad
Suicidal thoughts when I get faded
Bullet to the heart not the head cause that shit is overrated
Tempted to end it just to see the other side
I wanna feel like when I was by momma's side
Same feeling of the magic carpet ride
I need guidance from my spirit guide
If I kill my ego, is it homicide?
Suicide it's a suicide
But the god, reincarnated in the west side!

All the people are still plugged in
Got to wake them up with the plug in
Give them a couple grams
To delete the virus in their program
Now put it in your system
And move with the solar system
But what's the symptom?
You challenge your belief system!

All the people are still plugged in
Got to wake them up with the plug in
Give them a couple grams
To delete the virus in their program
Now put it in your system
And move with the solar system
But what's the symptom?
You challenge your belief system!

Life's a scam, took a gram
And saw the universe as a hologram
F*ck the gram!
I'm trying to understand, this program
Stuck inside a computer
The past is a blooper, my mind is the shooter
I killed my old self, I'm a looper
Now I control my own future
Tired of being a worker bee
Going from A to B
I'm the person I used to dream of
But who wished for the one I used to be
Wilding out from creation to cremation
Gods child, raised by Satan
Chosen for the mediation
I just want peace of mind, during my meditations

All the people are still plugged in
Got to wake them up with the plug in
Give them a couple grams
To delete the virus in their program
Now put it in your system
And move with the solar system
But what's the symptom?
You challenge your belief system!

All the people are still plugged in
Got to wake them up with the plug in
Give them a couple grams
To delete the virus in their program
Now put it in your system
And move with the solar system
But what's the symptom?
You challenge your belief system!

You need to disconnect to forget the side effects
But don't eject when it's time to reflect
Can't expect every trip to be perfect
And there's no escaping the butterfly effect
Drugs connect me to other worlds like a bridge
Family says I'm on a binge
Traveling to the fringe with the syringes
Opening doors in my mind, breaking all the hinges
Now listen to the lesson
It came as a vision
You choose the pen, or the Smith and Wesson
The present is a present
Red ribbon, I'm a villain
Under diabolic possession
Ill be a felon in heaven, in prison for possession
Why? Cause my mind is a deadly weapon