How I Feel Video (MV)

Oh no no no no noo
This how i feel
See i been in my head too much
An these songs my only release
No one gave a f*ck bout how i feel so i been livin for me
No i didn't want no love
Tried to keep that shit in the sheets
I was givin all my food away till there was none left to eat
Swear i was broke an on my ass switched up my mentality
Tryna say f*ck pain an make it past cause i got someone to be
See them bitches doubt to much
I jus wan make em believe
No one gave a f*ck bout how i feel so i been livin for me
I jus wanna make it for my family
I got nothin else left to lose
I jus want a bag so f*ck yo grammy
Ima stack them bands through the roof
An my boys all play with toys like Andy
But there ain't no snakes in these boots
An the whole gang full of Handy Mannys
Everyone round me keep tools
My mind been running all the time feel like this life is a race
An for all my brothas held it down
I'm making sure that you ate
An if you ain't loyal f*ck from by me
Swear thas some shit that i hate
They gon say i'm different cause i'm real
An thas some shit they jus ain't
An i know that lately i been trippin
Tryna help these wounds close
An i wrote this down in bout five minutes
This shit straight from the soul
We been drinkin liquor out the bottle
We was drunk as f*ck at my show
I'm still tryna put pieces together
From the heart that got broke
I cant see them bitches through these lens
They throwin way to much shade
Hop in the benz i'm good for now soon they'll be stars in a wraith
I done put some armor round my heart
An now that shit not gon break
F*ck bein good ill be a legend
Don't just wanna be great
See i been in my head too much
An these songs my only release
No one gave a f*ck bout how i feel so i been livin for me
No i didn't want no love
Tried to keep that shit in the sheets
I was givin all my food away till there was none left to eat
Swear i was broke an on my ass switched up my mentality
Tryna say f*ck pain an make it past cause i got someone to be
See them bitches doubt to much
I jus wan make em believe
No one gave a f*ck bout how i feel so i been livin for me
I done gave my all an then some more
An somehow still came up short
I had dreams of ballin when i was young
Used to sit and stare at the court
An every breath taken in my lungs feels like my air runnin short
We all had our heart broke by someone
Did that make me selfish of course
An i had some family turn they back on me
That knife cut me deep
I was at my lowest barley standing
So i almost fell off my feet
Now lookin back all i can say iss not as bad it seems
An them worries turned into these stages that i see in my dreams
I been on my grind i can't waste no time
We about to shine i know that
Please don't hit my line ima press decline
If it ain't bout cash then hold that
I had so much pain that i finally drained
An i never wanna go back
I been through so much still got so much love
That i keep inside don't show that
An i'm tryna forgive still no f*cks left to give
So i'm by my bedside prayin
An the thing i don't get he was still jus a kid
Think bout where my brother layin
I been left for to die no one dryin my eyes
So i don't trust what they sayin
I kept my on the gas tryna run from the past
So i'm on that highspeed racin
To the one that i love i don't got any trust
Everyday iss you i'm choosin
I been damaged enough i don't care what you done
I jus care bout what we doin
I been broken before i don't wanna do that
I'll be loyal to you if you givin it back
All this love shit is new we could walk half the path
I jus want you for you we could meet where you at
We been losin a lot screamin RIP Juice
Everyday so God damn empty
They been round when you up MIA when you loose
Knock em off iss so damn tempting
You don't put in the time but expect it from who?
I been out working so many
Everyone wanna shine they just hate when iss you
That ain't love hearts full of envy
Everyone wanna shine they just hate when iss you
See i been in my head too much
An these songs my only release
No one gave a f*ck bout how i feel so i been livin for me
No i didn't want no love
Tried to keep that shit in the sheets
I was givin all my food away till there was none left to eat
Swear i was broke an on my ass switched up my mentality
Tryna say f*ck pain an make it past cause i got someone to be
See them bitches doubt to much
I jus wan make em believe
No one gave a f*ck bout how i feel so i been livin for me