7uke - Letter 2 Chanel Lyrics

Found out was gonna be a father life had turned for the best
I took the bottles off my mind was thinkin family instead
Told all these hoes dont even bother
All i needed was bread
That aint my baby i took the test but i still loved her to death
The studio just had to wait hospital beds were our nights
I had to grow up in a month i didn't get all the nine
Was tryna think bout what to do but nothin ever seemed right
I swear to God i was gon stay till we found out you weren't mine
Don't ever think i didnt want you cause i swear that ain't true
I'm jus 19 with so much problems
Not a damn one was you
My heart went up so f*ckin happy when i found out the news
A couple weeks go by heart sinkin when i found out the truth
I didn't ever wanna hurt her so i jus had to leave
I really tried to make it work cant give your mom what she need
An i don't think you'll understand but i was workin through things
I left my heart with someone else i couldn't give her a ring
Back in that room when you were crying i can still hear your voice
Grow up if anyone had hurt you
I'd have to kill all them boys
This shit hurt bad cause now i know wont get to buy you no toys
I cant give you a broken home i know i made the right choice
Was still a kid how could i raise one
Back in December they knew
I ain't find out till almost April
You just came outta the blue
I changed my ways i tried to stay i wanted better for you
Might have no chances to explain so this my letter to you
Found out was gonna be a father life had turned for the best
I took the bottles off my mind was thinkin family instead
Told all these hoes dont even bother
All i needed was bread
That aint my baby i took the test but i still loved her to death
The studio just had to wait hospital beds were our nights
I had to grow up in a month i didn't get all the nine
Was tryna think bout what to do but nothin ever seemed right
I swear to God i was gon stay till we found out you weren't mine
Was walkin on clouds the day i found out
Was there when you born now im not around
I walked out the door i know how that sounds
Don't think i dont love you that never run out
I just wasn't ready i swear that i tried
You never gon know all them nights i spent cryin
I ain't wan go i was tryna do right
Still you need a hand know im right by your side
I was in a bad place wasn't doin to well
Got too many issues that id never tell
You came in this world all my problems just fell
To me you were priceless so named you Chanel
I still think about you like every night
I know you dont see me you still on my mind
So this is the truth i wont tell you no lies
When i looked in your eyes knew for you i would die
I wasn't changin for the world i gave it all up for you
I hope your life is f*ckin perfect
I couldn't give that to you
I'm tryna figure out my own so girl i aint have a clue
Said that ima love you for forever that'll always be true
Was still a kid how could i raise one
Back in December they knew
I ain't find out till almost April
You just came outta the blue
I changed my ways i tried to stay i wanted better for you
Might have no chances to explain so this my letter to you
Found out was gonna be a father life had turned for the best
I took the bottles off my mind was thinkin family instead
Told all these hoes dont even bother
All i needed was bread
That aint my baby i took the test but i still loved her to death
The studio just had to wait hospital beds were our nights
I had to grow up in a month i didn't get all the nine
Was tryna think bout what to do but nothin ever seemed right
I swear to God i was gon stay till we found out you weren't mine