Prisoner in My Mind Video (MV)

No i don't think that i deserve you cause you got a perfect soul
No trust, i didn't wanna hurt you so i had to let you go
She say i'm somethin like a demon you an angel heart of gold
I'm startin to feel some like the devil how i took another soul
I made a promise to my family i would never break or fold
Go back to school thas what they tell me, but i walked another road
I feel like even God cant help me drifted too far from the boat
A prisoner locked inside my mind i wish these thoughts would let me go
These walls keep talkin... I feel like they startin to close in
A lot of problems pilin up that they dont know
I feel like a prisoner in my mind... I wish these thoughts would let me go
No i don't think that i deserve you cause you got a perfect soul
No trust, i didn't wanna hurt you so i had to let you go
She say i'm somethin like a demon you an angel heart of gold
I'm startin to feel some like the devil how i took another soul
I made a promise to my family i would never break or fold
Go back to school thas what they tell me, but i walked another road
I feel like even God cant help me drifted too far from the boat
A prisoner locked inside my mind i wish these thoughts would let me go
I wish these thoughts would let me out these walls keep talkin i cant think
I'm paranoid they want me dead, keep one eye open when i sleep
I know i got a lions heart so dont concern myself with sheep
But i wont give my heart again until we playin shit for keeps
Mom i still hold onto them morals i just jumped into them streets
I tried to ease into that water. I guess i wandered off to deep
Most battles feel like i'm on mountains
I feel these paths just got to steep
I hear God tell me put my faith in him
So i just closed my eyes and leaped
I see em doubt im gonna make it they'll be sorry when i do
Theres too much pain how do i take it? I dont know what else to do
I had to cut her out my life cause she was f*ckin with the crew
Said it before i'm on my own but once again this nothing new
Put my whole heart in from the start
Cause ion got shit left to lose
Still healing from a broken heart
But still wont see me cry for you
My pockets like an ocean lately every band i got is blue
You woulda thought i'm in the navy from the way they all salute
(THEY ALL SALUTE)
Just know i'm hungry for the win an most you rappers some gazelles
I thought bout killin my best friend but maybe i should wish him well
We done some shit they couldn't trace to us
I pray to God that they don't tell
But that'll come out when life's race is up
Don't think I'll make it out this hell
I hope they feel my pain through songs cause every word i speak is real
They say i lost shit, nah that was taken from me
So tell me how i'm posed to feel
These walls keep talkin all the time feel like they keep on closing in
I miss my brothers everyday i wanna see they're face again
I lost a couple to these drugs (Rest in peace Jacob)
I lost a couple to these streets (Rest in peace Pierce)
Thas why you see me anytime an i already poured a drink
The only time i feel alive is when i let shit out an sing
Too many dead i'm broke inside so tell me what the f*ck to think
Got too much pain up in my heart i guess that shit filled up an spilled
You really had a perfect heart i wish that you were with us still
I'm tryna finish what you started
Thas on my dead ones swear i will
I'm gonna finish what you started
On my soul i swear i will
No i don't think that i deserve you cause you got a perfect soul
No trust, i didn't wanna hurt you so i had to let you go
She say i'm somethin like a demon you an angel heart of gold
I'm startin to feel some like the devil how i took another soul
I made a promise to my family i would never break or fold
Go back to school thas what they tell me, but i walked another road
I feel like even God cant help me drifted too far from the boat
A prisoner locked inside my mind i wish these thoughts would let me go
(Jus let me go)