81rexx - TIME GOES ON PT. II Lyrics

And time goes on
When I left I felt I needed new bonds
I ain't accept it 'til I had to move on
Struggling with the lyrics to this song

Let me be real for a moment
Told you my sins in all my songs as some atonement
It all led up to this moment
In my homie car we been talking 'bout our past
All the women that we've loved and those we've had for the moment
Drifting into everything we've lost
Family, money, love and so that fear we had to toss
Loss is just one of successes cost
So I'm 10 toes down standing tall through it all
Yet I'm still too selfless
Tryna find the urge to be selfish
Yet I just can't watch 'em starve, I can't help it
My self care is checking on all of y'all I accept it
But will you still love me tomorrow, I don't expect it
I don't regret it
My heart is way too big, I learned my lesson
I love hard but I hate not feeling accepted
My face card wherever I go gets accepted, so I thought
Until I felt a energy way darker than my own
Now I got the urge to make sure they not alone
F*ck my problems, nigga tell me bout yo mom
And I'm still putting everybody's wants over everything I need
It's a endless cycle like a dvd on repeat
Barely get sleep
I lay in silence and I scheme
A dream that's worthy enough for me, I
Shot for the stars and I hit Sirius B, I ain't kidding
This grief that I been feelings unforgiving
Missing them hurts more than leaving with 'em
I'm stuck in a prism of my own pain and anguish and I hate it cause I feel like I been losing my ambition
Am I veering off my mission
I've heard a lot of dreams but now I'm chasing mine
I'm tryna re-claim what's mine one day at time
My blessings keeping satans around to try knock me off
That's just one successes cost
Uh

And time goes on
So when I die all I'll leave is these poems
I'm seeing signs that life is bound to be what I want
I just gotta keep on being strong
And time goes on
So when I die all I'll leave is these poems
I'm seeing signs that life is bound to be what I want
I just gotta keep on being strong