Ain't no positive words get me out of this rut
I keep my eyes shut
If I did I'd already give one f*ck
But I feel no love
My cigarettes and my dried tears
Worn hoodie and scruff beard
Biggest fear is my drinking problems that last me about ten years
Where in the f*ck do I go how do I fix me
I drink it up slow I ain't resisting
Cus when my times up will god judge me
Can he show me why nobody loves me
Can he show me why my rep cruddy
I'm too faded my vision muddy
I'm gone
Things haven't been the same since I had to grow up
Things haven't been the same since my name done blown up
Things haven't been the same since I had to own up
Things haven't been the same so I left California
Things haven't been the same since I had to grow up
Things haven't been the same since my name done blown up
Things haven't been the same since I had to own up
Things haven't been the same so I left California
I'm gone mmm mmm