8pt Flake - Not Enough Lyrics

You know the other day somebody told me that our souls are reborn every thousand years
I don't believe him but I wonder who I mighta been
Cheers
You know lookin in my reflection's eyes at night used to be one of my biggest fears
Now I sleep in a room with a big ass mirror
Eyes still kinda terrify me
I stay black and white all day
It's the way I feel
And it's the way I'm gonna stay
But lately I'm feeling stuck
Why ain't what I have already enough
Society told me get a degree
Then they told me I should do what I love
But my happiness it relies on success and I'm in the process of blowing it off
I really hope that I'm finding my own way out and am not just sabotaging myself
I'm floating upward
Nobody's holding my hand, I heard I'm cold to touch
Who the f*ck decided that there's such thing as matching too much
It's not till you're monochrome that you start to notice all the shades of gray
I'll stand on the edge of a windy cliff and wait till all my worries blow away
As sand blows away in the wind
I'm just another pebble on the shore
How many of them look out at the ocean
Wishing they could be more

I'm cold to touch but wanna love
I can't tell if I think too much
Or not enough
Woah
I try my best but I confess
Sometimes that just is not enough
I'm not enough
Aye
I'm cold to touch but wanna love
I can't tell if I think too much
Or not enough
Woah
I try my best but I confess
Sometimes that just is not enough
I'm not enough
Aye

I don't leave my room much
I don't think I'm too scared to find love
Nor am I scared to be vulnerable
I just don't wanna f*ck someone up
Touch em I'll make em like me
I could not date a girl me
Sure we could both talk the talk
But we'd die internally
We'd feed off our energy well
Then we'd see we live the same hell
Then we would both lose our trust
Cuz we'd realize we're both damn shells
I don't take L's
I don't take chances
I'm planning well
So far in advance that
I'm barely living
Feel like a dick
Take what I'm given but want other shit
My sand keeps tricklin
Down regardless
I'm addicted to
Breaking hearts its
So damn beautiful
Yet so pitiful
Damn I miss my girl
She's a pretty soul
She feel shitty still
And I cannot help
And I try so hard
And yeah she can tell
But it's not my job
And she tells me off
But I'm not enough
And it eats me up
It's one in the morning
In seven hours I'll be taking a test
And I wanna seek sleep
But not as badly as I wanna find rest
My roommate he out getting lit
And I honestly wish I was too
People can either be smart or be happy
If you're like me you know that it's true

I'm cold to touch but wanna love
I can't tell if I think too much
Or not enough
Woah
I try my best but I confess
Sometimes that just is not enough
I'm not enough
Aye
I'm cold to touch but wanna love
I can't tell if I think too much
Or not enough
Woah
I try my best but I confess
Sometimes that just is not enough
I'm not enough
Aye

I'm cold to touch
I'm broken f*ck
I need a wave to melt my frost
I f*ckin lost myself
I try my best
But I confess that
I don't deserve it
Cuz I'm the worst
I'm cursed