It Only Gets Faster From Here Video (MV)

All in a haze, but I'm amazed, looking back
Life is a maze, but I'm afraid you won't last
Looking for pain, I done seen things I shouldn't have
Yeah, yeah
All in a haze, but I'm amazed, looking back
Life is a maze, but I'm afraid you won't last
Looking for pain, I done seen things I shouldn't have, yeah
Days that I ain't have a lot in the kitchen
The way that I grew up was poverty ridden
I spit on your badge, f*ck all of them bitches
I'm aching for money, gone pardon the itching
We losing our power, no water was dripping
That type of living gon harden the vision
I'm scared of that clock, cause that time always ticking
My mama gave birth to a lottery ticket
Every day I've been going through obstacles
Just keep telling myself that it's possible
Always said I'ma make it, but I don't know
I've been making excuses, a lot of those
When I wake up, like, where did the bottle go
Now the drugs that I'm taking is moderate
My old girl in my ear and she hollering
But that cycle I'm in got me spiraling
I ain't even in my prime yet, I promise
I was always little shy, now I'm shining
I've been trying to get my mind a little mileage
You be saving up dime for the diamonds
You got your money then grow the f*ck up
And I'm still smoking with holes in the blunt
Album still playing, bitch, don't interrupt
You got a issue, we throwing or what?
People around me just want me to break
Stand out my own, I've been running this race
Can't be my life that they come to erase
I was four years old with a gun in my face
Why they be shooting at kids
That type of shit just be making me have none
People that live on the edge
Not the ones that should be given a handgun
I got some social anxiety
Walk in the room, I got eyes on me
Why you start talking so quietly?
People no longer inspire me
I'm not the man that I'd like to be
Anything else is unlikely
I just hope this shit is right for me
I just hope, woah
I feel alone in this empty abyss
I never thought about cutting my wrist
Jump in that water, I'm taking a risk
They say that money don't bring you no bliss
That's easy for you to say
Got a million songs that I threw away
I admit there was times I was too afraid
No tomorrow, it's what I'ma do today
Don't even post it, don't give me no praise
Thought we was homies, you never hit play
I got some shit that I'll take to my grave
Cut off that bitch cause she didn't behave
I'm in this booth but it feel like a cage
I always knew that it wasn't a phase
All of this liquor can't bottle the rage
Sick of the opposite side of the stage
I gotta get off my ass
I gotta go make this cash, yuh, yuh
This shit be moving too fast
I know it never do last, yuh, yuh
Can't leave this shit in the past
It could be gone in a flash
That's why I'm all in my bag
Never gon' fall in a trap
I know there's no turning back
Hungry as f*ck man, I'm skinny as hell
Rather be dead 'fore I'm sitting in jail
Trapped in my head what a brilliant cell
Damn
I got scars and I can't get past them
I don't write bars for your IG captions
Guard my heart but I show compassion
They'll be partying on my casket, woah