This Calling
I secretly crave, crave that scent again
Still feel lit pressing on me now
Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening
I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again
[Chorus:]
And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling
No secrets, deception for these would tear this down
I'll note the past spare the pain
Words match my deeds with brutal honesty
Never forget these choices were made by me
And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling out
Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me
Though I am fearful I will not prevent this tragedy
My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through
And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling out
My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through.
Not Alone
No more
No more are the days that I will
Fear for I have found a strength that
None can match and I'll push forward
Never has the blood in my veins
Flowed so fiercely as when I feel this around me
I am whole
[Chorus:]
I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again
I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again
Now I feel the passion burning
This what drives me further
Strengthens my resolve to push me further
[Spoken:] AND I BELIEVE I, THAT I AM NOT ALONE
[Chorus]
Give me hot steel, go
[Solo]
No more are the days that I will
Fear for I have found a strength that
None can match and I'll push further
Now I feel the passion burning
This what drives me further
Strengthens my resolve to push me further
[Chorus]
It Dwells In Me
Now hold this tight don't let go
No burden
I can't forget the past is real
No longer fight this feeling
No burden
I can't erase what you've become this time
[Chorus:]
I cast doubt no longer
I am able I am strong
And now it dwells in me
True to this cause I hunger
I count the days that pass me by
I'll do what I know is right
No failure shall befall me this time
[Chorus]
[Solo]
I cast doubt aside
[Chorus]
I'm strong and it dwells in me
We Stand
As if this could change us
Our roots are deeper than that
Born and bred the masters of
Ourselves
And of our hearts
Take the best of me and
Watch my world fall apart
Still I remain steadfast in my heart
Walk a darkened road and
We will be our own light
Our foundation our core is strong
Stand for what's right
[Chorus:]
We stand again, it breaks my heart
The anger burns, and I fall apart
Seasons change me
But they won't change my core
I have struggled and fought for less
Still this I know
Belief within my self
Shall drive me further on
Still I fear that that past remains
And so shall I
[Spoken:]
Still I fear that that past remains
And so shall I-
[Chorus]
As if this could change us
Our roots are deeper than that
[Chorus]
Whispers (I Hear Your)
It may seem at last day passing mean nothing
But the sun that set cause only pain
Violence in words like slashes wound deeply
Love is not when you feel only pain
Her touch poison flows through my veins
No more I denounce all your childish games
[Chorus:]
Whispers (I hear you)
Poison (flows in me)
Lost inside of you, I'm not free of you
Break my bonds again
Love lost arrogant whore paint strife on this canvas
Failure I am a fool I should have seen
Whispers poison break my bonds again
Love lost failure I should have seen
[Chorus]
It may seem at last day passing mean nothing
But the sun that set cause only pain
Violence in words like slashes wound deeply
Love is not when you feel only pain
No more regrets
Face my fear alone
The Weak Willed
I will not give in to fascist beliefs and I am not a fool
I will not let pride in my core be rooted out
I will stand firm on my beliefs
Live life the master of my destiny
See no other way to live
I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me
Wise men can see the difference in compromise
And laying down ones beliefs
There shall be wisdom in my beliefs
They shall be rooted in strength not failure
With lies on your tongue seek to deceive
You've fallen victim to the human condition
And it's lead to your defeat
I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me
I will not let pride destroy me
Six
I wish I was free of this
I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me and I
Still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that would kill me
No damn her, still I choke on her lies
Still reeling from her last caress her good-bye
Oh how this sickens me
This wretched fools affair
I can't erase this from me
And now it permeates
And every thought I feel
The anger writhes in my soul
No damn her still I feel my skin turn
Choke back hold my head high I'm strong
No damn her still I choke on her lies
Not reeling I'm strong
Become The Catalyst
For fear my eyes are closed
I'll shut this out no more
Embrace this and become the catalyst
And now it swells in me
Smash all my defenses down
I'll take this I'll let the fire consume me
I will not fall I will not fail
I pound the walls I shake the cage
I will not fall I will not fail
Let this fire consume me
This burning passion it fills me with desire
And it drives me and drives my cause
I'm filled with reasons, but reason drive me further
Disdain for disbelief will stay this course
Oh, let the fire consume me
Let the fire burn
Let the courage run through me
Let the fire burn
The Air That I Breathe
I will not relent no, no
Never live with defeat never falter
This like the air that I breathe
I will not choke on failure
I am a mortal man
But I'm not fallen
I'm not broken
I am a mortal man But I'll
Hold tight to my beliefs
I have suffered defeat, pain, loss
Still I push to the edge, never falter
For this cement my beliefs
I'll will not choke on failure
I will not relent
Empty Inside
I can't show pain long for the days
When I am free to feel
I don't wan to lose everything
Just want to feel again
My heart would burst from you
If that would make things right
I don't feel anything
Outside the pain you bring
Starting over doesn't look so bad this time
I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Emotions still touch me
Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts that melt into fog
And leave me cold
Only shadows and impressions
Are left for me to hold
My heart would burst for you if
That would make you whole
Six string slaughter
[Solo]
I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Indictment
Eyes filled with hatred
When they fall upon me
You worship gods of violence and bigotry
Forgetting lessons learned that prove these
The wrong ideals
Don't let me follow in the foot steps
I won't embrace these wrong ideals
This thirst for violence domination
It only serves your wrong beliefs
This is my indictment of your beliefs
This is my indictment of what you hold dear
Your evil consumes you
A jealous few incite ignorant followers
invoke the name and watch the masses turn on us
for fear that i embody what you fear
My eyes have seen the horrors that you
Commit in the name of your god
Your god is violence your god is unholy
Eyes fill with hatred when they fall upon me
Invoke the name and watch the masses turn on us
For fear that I embody what you fear
Your god is violence your god is unholy
Watch out
[Solo]
Invoke the name and watch the masses turn on us
For fear that I embody what you fear
Your god is violence your god is unholy