And Then I Turned Seven - I hope you're proud Lyrics

It hurts so much to see you with him
I can't begin, and now I long
just for a kiss, it's you I miss
Why can't you try to see that
I am you, and you are me
But you've moved on
and now I'm gone, goodbye
Someday I will too
I don't need you and I
cause this is life
You raped my mind
and tore my heart
I hope your proud
I'm now unblind
a fresh new start
what to do now
Make the pain go away, for me