A New Found Glory - It's Been A Summer Lyrics

I'm cracked from my head down to my spine
ready to self destruct
at any time
and I'm trying to convince myself that the way I'm feeling is all I have
it could take a lifetime
to realize that you're alright

(but she said)
I'd know when you would come back
it's been a summer
it's burning up in here
even though the bed is cold on your side
I'd rather die than spend this night here without you
(without you)

I would try to fix these flaws of mine
if I could just see you (if I could just see you)
for one more time
and I'm trying to convince myself that the way I'm felling is all I have
I don't believe in sure things
there's pain in what the truth brings

I'll be the first one to know
if it's wrong for me to just let it go
I'll be the laughing stock of all time
person most likely to find
deciding if it's fate that made you avoid me 'til this day