Jeeper creeper robbers and drug dealer what you know about this life that we leading i aint retreating no way i aint ok my brains dopey from the that i smoke all day f*ck them man and the things that they say jeeper creepers robbers and drug dealers what you know about this life that we leading were still hard them man dere soft th eye dont know nothing bout barz or graft i been out from a young kid starved why you think inaint sat up on my arse my mummy was there i seen her cry you dont know about this life why do i ride
Verse
All my life has been lead on the blade of a knife
Im a diamond in the rough and its my time to shine
i cant deviate from this dream of mine
If i do then ill never have peace of mind
They can steal but they really cant keep whats mine
None of my decendants have ever had a decent life
but now i got the fullest faith in my ability
So now its time to take the piss
And show them that there feeling me
Its been killing me
The first day i went in care
they told my mum i had depression i was
14
Didnt understand then but now its taught me my lessons
All the f*ckries i been keeping up with theres no forgetting
Theres no half stepping
Im extreme thats my father presence
Theyre always gonna embelish
Tryna glamourise
telling storys adding extra on for credit
with me what you see is what your getting
in my skin its embedded
Look at the person i chose to embody
Im a gladiator
Look at the scars on my body
I can dream but will i ever be some body
I dont know mate f*cking hell
Verse 2.
Lost more then i gained from this game that i played
i refuse to be enslaved
By this systematic maze
years and years of unheard pain
with my chosen voice
My feet in somebody elses kicks
It wasnt my choice
Still poised even tho all i hear is white noise
The voices in my head wont leave
Still i trust the process and proceed
I gave this shit the best of me
But it wont get the rest of me
I got so much
More im decenetised
And not alot gets to me
Sorry to the ones i hurt and traumatise mentally
The ones who really care for me
And really fear for me
Everybody says they got your best intentions at heart
But the fact of the matter is
People are evil overzelous and dark
Insecure got ther heads up theyre arse
Like they cant see it for theyre selfs
Obnoxious over observative
F*ck labour and conservative
Theyre all holding hands together and worshiping
Im a beautifull creation in my purest form
But in treat like a dog coz i wont conform