a bitter end. - DEAD INSIDE Lyrics

I will not bow to an effigy
Hypnotic mind control
I saw the eyes of the enemy
Illuminate in the dark
Illuminate in the dark
It's in the dark
Dark
Dark
Blergh
No way out. I've lost everything
I've been betrayed. Betrayed
No way out I've lost everything,
Falling into the abyss of my own illusion
Urgh
And it felt like shit
I am dead inside
It cuts me deep, like a sword
I can't believe, the knife puts me to sleep
I'm confused: was I killed or being kept alive?
I need the truth
Somehow dead, I can't even breathe here
I can't believe, I'm in Purgatory
Somehow... Dead inside
Blergh
Ohh oh
I think my mind has entered limbo
I hear the sound of a song that I used to know
Is this my rescue or is it the final blow?
And why the hell does it sound so beautiful?
What the f*ck is wrong with me?
I can't feel anything
No way, could it be the end for me?
I can't feel anything
Confront my inner fears or the pain I suffer now will never subside
I swear on my life
Accept the consequence, take me back to the place I knew I was alive
Wait, I'm alive
Somehow dead, I can't even breathe here
I can't believe, I'm in Purgatory
Somehow. Somehow
Somehow dead, I can't even breathe here
I can't believe, I'm in Purgatory
Somehow... Dead inside
All, all my life
Inside