a boy named marie - St. Sebastian Lyrics

St. Sebastian's under my bed tonight
Mother can you tuck me in real tight
I don't want to live with a thought of above
I just want to look at the grass and feel love
All those Disney channels we used to watch as kids,
Now we are much older, still were innocent
Don't call me a liar, I only tell the truth
And don't call me a faggot or I might hurt you

This cant get much worse
There is no tempo

I could have you for an hour
But I can't promise all that
If you think I have a lover
I cannot assure you that

My mother loves
My mother loves me and god
And God loves me
He loves me all in all
Both father love me
And all my mothers
And I love me
And I love you too

Why am I part of this group now? This upper class?
I've hated that for as long as I've had a past
All those angry manners I could show when I want
I guess now I'm a stoic, I swear that's not wisdom
All those angry manners, I got them from my dad
But the eyes in the mirror, are mine I am glad