A Deathbed Promise - Beautifully Unplanned Lyrics

I'm picking up the pieces
From the clutter in my mind
Finding answers to questions
Of a life confined

So save yourself
I can't bridge the gap
Between heaven and hell
I wanted this for so long
But I can not carry the weight
Beautifully unplanned
But you were never a mistake

I'm cleaning out the skeletons
Isolated from the outside
And exposing the demons
That cower and hide

So save yourself
I can't bridge the gap
Between heaven and hell
I wanted this for so long
But I can not carry the weight
Beautifully unplanned
But you were never a mistake

I didn't mean to hurt you
Just getting my head straight
My apologies are worthless
When they are just too late

So save yourself
(I've failed you before and I'll do it again)
I can't bridge the gap
Between heaven and hell
(Just leave me here)
I wanted this for so long
But I can not carry the weight
Beautifully unplanned
But you were never a mistake