a feeling machine - Turn Away Lyrics

You've been let in; play your records, sing your favorite songs
You kiss the dog, and for reasons no one knows you turn away
You took my love, took my trust, took my favorite shirt
And when you wear it do you think about me?
Maybe you don't. You probably don't
I can see you standing there, drink in hand
Laughing, smiling, as somebody comes and touches your hand
And you turn away
Was it boredom? Were you lonely? Did you feel confused?
Were you waiting on a moment that never came to you?
It might never come to you
Did you regret that you said that you loved me too?
Do you even know the reasons why you do what you do?
I'm reminded every now and then of things we did
I feel a fool, and I'm ashamed I said the things I said
But everywhere turn I still feel there's a missing person
No matter how much I try I do nothing but worsen
And I don't want you back, don't come running
I want to be rid of this taste; bitter gift you left me now
How can you say the things that you say and then turn away, cold as the day you left me?
Sometimes I sit down to think about what's coming next
I put my drink down and I turn away
I can't trust anyone since loving you
Don't know what else to do but turn away.