A Few Left - Darkest Point Lyrics

What is it like
To be loved
By your f*cking friends and family
I have dove deep
Into a world of shit
And I see no escape

I just want to make the most
Of what I have
Stressing out every f*cking day
Because I cannot see a future

I did not ask to grow up
I was forced to mature at an early age
Forced by my own intuition
I cannot express the regret that I have

What is it like
To be loved
By your f*cking friends and family
I have dove deep
Into a world of shit
And I see no escape

This is life at its darkest point

The stress that comes with being an adult
Compares to f*cking nothing
I chose a wise path for myself
By becoming a United States Marine

Give up
Just give up

Why am I alive
A disgrace to everyone I know
Hurting the people I keep closest
I am a monster
If it wasn't for Your forgiveness
My darkest point would
Reign forever

I don't want to be alive anymore
I can't handle this stress
So this is my anthem
I am born again
Prodigal son of the Lord our God

The voices tempt me with death
I am determined to live
My life means so much
To those around me
What if I should die