Fortunately I am alive
But who knows for how long
I can't keep this charade up
Putting on a face that I am not
Oh what a mess I've made
Oh what a mess I've
Dismembering the pieces
Of who I used to be
What have I become
Letting guilt consume me
Will I ever see the peace
Or will I just be screaming that
I want to die everyday
Trapped in the dark
I can't escape these thoughts
Of forever sleep
Fortunately I am alive
But who knows for how long
I can't keep this charade up
Putting on a face that I am not
Thinking back on the past
Looking for the reasons
Why I feel empty inside
Why do I feel this way
This hollow shell
I find nothing
Nothing
Take me out of the fight
I want to die everyday
Trapped in the dark
I can't escape these thoughts
Of forever sleep
I want to die everyday
Trapped in the dark
I can't escape these thoughts
Of forever sleep
What will they say
When I'm away
To a new place
Set in the sky
What will they say
When I'm away
To a new place
Set in the sky
I want to die everyday
Trapped in the dark
I can't escape these thoughts
Of forever sleep
I want to die everyday
Trapped in the dark
I can't escape these thoughts
Of forever sleep
Leaving behind
The pain I kept inside