A Moment in Pompeii - Bastard Lyrics

Crushed by the weight of the war waged within me
Drowning in all of the blood that I've lost
Dragged down deep into insanity
Help me please!

Out of many I am one
Being burned by the rays of the sun
I will wither away, growing weak with each day
And soon enough I will break

Will there ever be an end?
If there's not I'll just pretend
All is well and I can be
Fully healed and fully free

Silent screams in my head
Am I better off dead?
Rip my flesh, feel my pain
Pour out my words through open veins
Never eat, never sleep
So if you need me I'll be...
Rotting in my hopelessness
Weary souls receive no rest

A razor or a bottle could bring me to tomorrow
But that would only work for so long
If God could heal my pain or rid me of this sorrow
Why is He testing my patience?
Haven't I suffered enough?