A Party for Nobody - Untitled Lyrics

I was thinking
About the day
When we met
I was hoping
You'd remember well
I've since long forgotten
How your hair used to smell

I keep dreaming
About your name
And your stare
I was hoping
You dream of me aswell
Cause I can't bear the thought of
Knowing that you let it go

And though I thought myself so young
Could it be I was so wrong
Never asked myself
Was it worth it or
Did I care to try, no
And now I look back on those days
Think 'bout how I missed some trains
Does it really matter now?
How I thought myself so young?

Now I'm singing
All these words
In my head
Wind is blowing
Messing with my thoughts
There will come a day when
It'll take them all away

And though I thought myself so young
Could it be I was so wrong
Never asked myself
Was it worth it or
Did I care to try, no
And now I look back on those days
Think 'bout how I missed some trains
Does it really matter now?
How I thought myself so young?
And though I thought we had it all
You choose to watch me as I fall
Never thought we'd be here now
Oh how I thought myself so young