Being conscious all of the time
Why should I?
Do I just feel better or even try harder to clear out my mind?
Useless thoughts and problems
That I cry
I'd rather let it go or even forget it all, just leaving no comments
Going away
And nothing to say
Just half of a pill to make me okay
If piece is to pay
Then here's my money
I just want tomorrow to be another day
Brief times of mercy
Some moments of break
When I'm dozing but still awake
Magic of chemistry
Nothing's illegal
Rather unhealthy and lethal
Waking up from my nightmares
No surprise
I'm feeling numb as hell, as least no one can tell, except my judge who stares
Watching me from the inside
With those eyes
He's probably the last taking care of the task to save up my pride
Going away
And nothing to say
Just half of a pill to make me okay
Why would I stay
When everything's grey
I just want tomorrow to be another day
Brief times of mercy
Some moments of break
When I'm dozing but still awake
Magic of chemistry
Nothing's illegal
Rather unhealthy and lethal
Adressing words to the issue
Might be a key to a rescue
No pain, no scars will disappear with meds made to avoid fear
Brief times of mercy
Some moments of break
When I'm dozing but still awake
Magic of chemistry
Nothing's illegal
Rather unhealthy and lethal