Anti-Seagull Video (MV)

Keep closing doors too fast
Seeing silhouettes in reflections
Sometimes ghosts
Sometimes Jason in the glass

And it makes me jump for just a second
Wipe off my glasses
It's a down coat hanging

Light means heat
And I'm sitting in the cold
It's always midnight with the lights off
I just want to be warm

Don't tell me you want to go on adventures
I could stay here forever
But that's just hurtful thinking and bitter

Well I don't mind seagulls scrambling over my head
Here, just take what you want
Well I might eat a horseshoe crab
Or a Wawa bag instead

But it's been months
Since I touched that stuff
But I feel more removed from love than even I'm used to

If everyone would just leave me alone
I could turn to steam
And float away painlessly

Surrounding myself with more light
Taciturn in dark rooms in old lives
But I just want to be warm