Why was I waiting to fall?
Are you telling me I could have made it after all?
Could I have really run away from the shame?
What's in a name anyway?
A whole lot of trauma and pain
A lot of heartbreak
I'm stoned
And I'm thinking of all the reasons I don't deserve to be alive
Don't deserve to be loved
But what's in a name anyway?
A whole lot of bullshit and blame
A lot of heartbreak