Qualms Video (MV)

In a battle with my brain, I'm going f*ckin' insane
The mental pain feel like it ain't finna quit (no, no)
I'm stayin' in my lane and I ain't playin' any games
Know what I'm sayin'? No switch up, I always commit
Hey, hey (uh, huh)
I'm on the road on my own now
Yeah, yeah
See my soul glitter like gold, how
How I do it? F*ck the qualms I keep it movin
Like a flower I keep bloomin
My method is proven, so, so I ain't f*ckin' losin
My mind get confined in the trife of the times
But I don't help my cause much
I been needin' me a little bit of peace of mind (ohm)
So I acted upon such
Look in the mirror to see myself clearer
Reflect on my spirit, so God cometh nearer
Cuz I need that! I been prayin' everyday to Yahweh from my kneecaps
Feelin' like Eminem in a relapse, don't talk to that boy 'case he snaps
I been liftin' this weight like 3 jacks, girl i'll give you everything that he lacks
Luxury life like siamese cats, take you up to the top like a ski pass
But help me crush all the qualms cuz I need that
Loyalty I bleed that, believe that!
In a battle with my brain, I'm going f*ckin' insane
The mental pain feel like it ain't finna quit (no, no)
I'm stayin' in my lane and I ain't playin' any games
Know what I'm sayin'? No switch up I always commit
Hey, hey (uh, huh)
I'm on the road on my own now
Yeah, yeah
See my soul glitter like gold, how
How I do it? F*ck the qualms I keep it movin
Like a flower I keep bloomin
My method is proven, so, so I ain't f*ckin' losin
Some of the greatest minds throughout the age of time
Have all engaged to find a mental state decline
F*ck the fame got 'em feelin' like puppets, disgusted
You see, mental health ain't nuttin' to f*ck with
Tie the noose and they kick the bucket
Can't stand the brain that they been stuck with
Make gorgeous art, you deconstruct it
You can reach the summit but still ain't above it
Some of 'em hate it but most of 'em love it
We dwell on the worst of it, bad thoughts keep circling
Knock you down like turbulence, these qualms can be merciless
But this too is impermanent
Take action like affirmative now, we'll make it out some way and somehow
Then again maybe not, if you ain't willin' to try
Got family in the streets that's willin' to die
Are you a villain, always killin the vibe?
I keep weed smoke spillin' the sky, speak free quotes instillin' a high
Feelin alive from the pain that I felt in the past, but i never look back in regret
Still cashin' 'em cheques, see my passion reflects
With my rappin' ass, that I'm passin' the best
Got brain like I'm havin' sex
Do you choose when you're at your best? Who lose when you have a hex?
Short fuse gotta take a breath, success thought train that I manifest
If your life's a mess, gotta fight to get your mind right, this my life
In a battle with my brain, I'm going f*ckin' insane
The mental pain feel like it ain't finna quit, no, no
I'm stayin' in my lane and I ain't playin' any games
Know what I'm sayin'? No switch up (I always commit)
Hey, hey (uh, huh)
I'm on the road on my own now
Yeah, yeah
See my soul glitter like gold, how
How I do it? F*ck the qualms I keep it movin
Like a flower I keep bloomin
My method is proven, so, so I ain't f*ckin' losin
You can reach the summit but still ain't above it
Some of 'em hate it but most of 'em love it