Aaron Gozum - Heaven Lyrics

3 AM, I'm awake again
I hold on to my breath and I count to ten
But then these thoughts come in, do I let them in?
I should have never let them in
So I grab my scratched up frames
They're clear, but they mask my name
Hiding feels like drowning
If I live in fear, is my life the same
As anyone in this game?

How do I find heaven?
How do I change what's destined to be?
Is it up to me or something that we just can't see?
Heaven, heaven, how do I find
Heaven, heaven, how do I find heaven?

Mind and soul, they've lost all control
I'm a passenger in my life, fallen deer in headlights
Is my love a sin? Will the world ever let me in?
Will we ever win, will we ever win? Will we ever win?
Who will I be, is it up to me?
Do I get to speak, will I always be on the outside looking in?

How do I find heaven?
How do I change what's destined to be?
Is it up to me or something that we just can't see?
Heaven, heaven, how do I find
Heaven, heaven, how do I find
Heaven, heaven?

Please open up your gates
With sun flooded skies
I look up as you wait
I catch your heavy eyes
I don't know what to say
Should I come out just to say
I'm sorry that I'm late
But I swear I'm still the same

Will you let me in heaven?
Do I even want heaven?
How do I find heaven?

How do I find heaven?
How do I change what's destined to be?
Is it up to me or something that we just can't see?
Heaven, heaven, how do I find
Heaven, heaven, how do I find
Heaven, heaven?