Always said admit it when you facing something
That's the first step toward facing something
Lot of trials lot of tribulations
Making seasons of joy feel like vacations
Out here tryna make impactful statements
Through the art that I've been blessed to be creative
It's a given I've been working you can see it
You can feel it you can even hear it I feel like
I've been up for more than 40 days and nights
Scoring every moment twice
Probably even more than that and I swear
You would hear the pain inside every single track
But it's time for the caveman to come out
With so much material he could put out 2 albums, without a doubt
So what's really wrong with him
What's really wrong with him
Could it be just the perfectionism or is it something deeper
Honestly I feel he's still eager
No longer ignorant could that be hurting him
No longer focused on making the music
He's trying too hard on being relatable
In a result he looks like an alien
More concerned with the people's opinion, instead of his own
Forcing recycled concepts out of his mouth, Man if you would've told me
That the competitive passionate rapping musician
Wouldn't be sounding like he's on a mission
I'll look in your eyes and say your out of your mind man
I was listening to my last project, old to me, new to you
Honestly I've grown so much, never think I'll be old to you
Power raised way beyond a level, I'm just feeling like I'll never settle
Tryna get these peoples heads banging like some heavy metal time to crank the treble
But right now I don't think I'm doing well
Got some tension building in my brain cells
Usually first to promote myself, but so much has changed and I can't even tell
Honestly I accepted that I'm different
But I think this is something different
Man i think im, scared
Man i think im, scared
Man i think im, scared
Man i think im, scared
But how did i get here i should never fear
But how did i get here
Like I said before I been thinking I should never fear
Put those thoughts in graves, and move forward toward better years
2017 That's the year I shed so many tears
Lot of working pains but I'm thinking I should persevere
Keep on pushing forward and stop thinking call that ultra instinct
It's time to just react
Looking back, can't believe fear held my back
Cus now I don't care what ya think or gotta say that's facts
Lost my will to rap man I admit it, but I think
It's safe to say i feel it ca ca comin
I been so flat couldn't catch a rhythm for nothing
I been so crap, now I feel the urgency rushing
My pen is straight up bleeding it's gushing, lemme find out
My pen been waiting for me to get it together out the drought
Running round the house like I'm out here throwing kicks
This is it, never fear, switching gears, time ta rip
Lot of ya don't know real bars unless it hit ha
Matter fact, ima boutta h h hit cha
Batter on the plate yes I'm staring down the pitcher
Guarantee the writing style divine like the scriptures
Rapper producer mixer, check the time card
I been on it, punching in and out
Checking on my bank accounts it's been looking pretty low
I got reasons to be scared but I ain't gonna let it show
Cracked sole but it's never creased
Never losing heat like a fleece
Understand that I can't take defeat
Cus when I lose I learn so take a seat
Watch me rise up like tomorrow
I powered up now it's straight destruction like I was toppo
Roaring loud like a dragon yea
No more fear bro I'm super