Ab Normal - Head of Nails Lyrics

I have never felt real life
All my life I have just died
Over and over again
Living the longest nightmare
Forced to face a reality
That I am not in touch with
Isolated for my vices
Death chamber mindset

My thoughts prevail
My head of nails
Controlling my my brain
I wanna let go of the pain
Disappear through the rain
My ghost has severed my body
Float on a road
I feel like this is not real at all

Dismantle my body with my own hands
I don't know what I can do
If I get deeper in my mind
Falling in a hellhole again

Don't know where I am
Don't know if I exist
I feel like I'm not even here
Where do I go from here
I don't know where I am
Or if I exist
Where do I go