Kill Me Video (MV)

I lost my will to live
Wonder these days why I feel so sick
I never had any self esteem
Was constantly told I am worth nothing
Started to believe all these people that doubted me
Told myself that something wasn't right about me
Living my life as I felt guilty
Felt like I would be better off dead instead of living

And it's all your fault
I could've been in my right mind
Feeling like any other child
Living my life
Feeling no stress
Knowing that I'm good enough doing my best
But instead
I was brought up in crippling environment
Proven to that I am not worth anything

Kill me
So it's not suicide
I don't wanna go to hell
I already live in hell