I woke up not feeling like myself
Trapped in someone else, no sense of self
All senses fail
In this war my truth becomes the first casualty
I fell the burn, third degree
All my limbs still in tack
Still I run, duck for cover, under attack
Fired at by uncertainties
I am still sinking in, this conformity is a bribery
Robbing me of my liberties
Suspicions raised
With no answers all the questions drive me insane
I search for answers but all the paths that lead to truth only bring me strain
Slowly, fear begins to overtake me
Insecurities keep me on a tight leash
This ignorance has now become my peace
I'm running from myself
Trying to break free of this shell
I can't trust myself
Seduced by the demons I let dwell
I'm running from myself
I'm running, I'm running
I'm running from myself
I keep it pushing, keep it moving
Should follow heart, but all these thoughts are so disapproving
Begin removing, they dissect
All the good that I have left
When all this done, all that's left is me in a pool of my one mess
This mind of mine is so complicated like a game of chess
I become what I think
I try to cling to what's been lost
No resolve
Lost again in the chaos I've become
With no answers, all the questions drive me insane
I search for answers but all the paths that lead to truth only bring me strain
Slowly, fear begins to overtake me
Insecurities keep me on a tight leash
This ignorance has now become my peace
I'm running from myself
Trying to break free of this shell
I can't trust myself
Seduced by the demons I let dwell
I'm running from myself
I'm running from myself
Trying to break free of this shell
I can't trust myself
Seduced by the demons I let dwell
I'm running from myself
I'm running, I'm running
I'm running from myself