abi sofia - aftermath Lyrics

I dream of a grapevine on the pergola
Half a heart and a half that's healed
I want a few great loves like coming home and nobody was here

I wanna be someone else but just for a day or two
I wanna kiss and forget, miss and tell like the people that I've grown to, I've grown to

Tired of looking through you, what's it like to know you?
Don't let him be the guy that you wanna call
If you want a good time, I'll be here til daylight
Sharpening up for things that never happened at all

If I'm not getting through you, well, don't let me distract you
I'm sure you got plenty numbers you wanna call
I came here for a good time, but I've been here since midnight
For you, I don't think I really matter at all

When I dream of a grapevine on the pergola
Half a heart and a half that's healed
I want a few great loves like coming home and nobody was here

I wanna be someone else but just for a day or two
I wanna kiss and forget, miss and tell like the people that I've grown to, I've grown to

Tired of being no one, what's it like to get drunk,
And dance on tabletops until the sunrise?
Backseat in the Uber, friend upon your shoulder
We both know I didn't cross your mind

Spent the night near my house but didn't wanna tell me
Had to hear it second hand on Monday
I gotta say your drama, shit's kinda getting tired
Your friends don't like me even if I'm full time

When I dream of a grapevine on the pergola
Half a heart and a half that's healed
I want a few great loves like coming home and nobody's here

I wanna be someone else but just for a day or two
I wanna kiss and forget, miss and tell like the people that I've grown to, I've grown to

'Cause I grew too
Don't you know I?
Don't you know I?

Don't you know I need you for the dopamine?
Want you all up in my dreams, begging on your knees for me to take you back?
Saying I'm the greatest, better than how he was
Sinning at a party, aren't you better than that?

Set fire to my prom dress, that's kinda how that felt
But don't worry, I'm not bothered any more
I just want you to see me even if I'm burning
Then I realise that I don't know me at all

Then I realise that I don't know me at all
That I don't know me at all