Suffer Video (MV)

I've been counting all times you disappeared
All the times I needed you, all the times I wished you were here
And I tried to find the happy memories
Back in the days when we climbed trees
I was made to suffer
At the hands of those I love

My hands still shake my heart still bleeds
Your sticks and stones are the words you say
And yet I still don't know where I went wrong
I just know that far from you's where I belong

I've been counting all the times you left me cold
All those times I mourned you, left me on the other side of the world
But this distance never brought me such joy
Have fun with your new family, go on, play house with all your new toys

And I know that I just can't forget to thank you
Abandoning me was the best thing that you ever did
I've built upon myself and now I'm stronger than you
I don't run from my problems and I won't leave my kin

Go to hell

I would have been better off with a noose tied around my throat
Than stuffed in a box underneath your shallow f*cking throne
I'm nothing like you
You put down, you feed on the weak
I cannot stand you
You can't undo all your wicked deeds
You made me suffer

My hands still shake my heart still bleeds
Your sticks and stones are the words you say
And yet I still don't know where I went wrong
I just know that I have found where I belong