Absence of Truth - This Memory Falls Lyrics

There was a time I looked up to you
Those were the times I overestimated all I could do
I had a hunch it was all in my head
Not caring if I woke alive or dead

Forget the dreams
Everything is worth giving up for, it seems
Well that's what you said
So f*cking tell me if that's everything you meant

Our white lies
Seething grace
Who we are
Saving face

Don't tell me it's not over
I've been waiting for so long

This memory falls
Into nothingness

And for the moment I was free from distraction
For the time, I could let it all fall away
And for the moment I was free from myself
But I knew it wasn't my own fault