Absent Markey - The Hat Lyrics

(Woah)
Paint a perfect picture in my mind (In my mind-)
You said all that, you said all that but it was lies (Lies-)
None of you come running when I cry out
These days I don't know what's delusional or wise (Woah-oh)
Pick a name out the hat like which one will it be
What's up with my mind, these days I can't fall asleep
Feels like I'm running out of time now but you're still next to me
I see pretty bitches everywhere like which one will I meet
I come off so condescending I don't even mean it
She just need to please me I don't think I really need her
Stuck with my disease my voices fighting with the demons
I'm like "why they always creeping down" it feels so damn defeating
Everyone up in this life wanna be the voice of reason
Why you wanna talk to me you wasn't there to see it
Bitches they complete it
My mind don't wanna free it
Liquor wash me to the shore this shit just keep me breathing
If you wanna bring me down just take my pride with you
Acting like I wasn't there I really cried with you
Most people won't put up with the shit I tried with you (What the f*ck-)
Crazy looking back I almost died with you
Can't say this with confidence but I still love my life
I still think I can do great I still think Ima thrive (Woo-)
Don't know what I'm wishing for I tend to generalize
Still remember the day that I picked up this goddamn mic
Oh-oh
You can't think when you can't breathe
Oh-oh
Feels like I'm stranded in the deep
Pick a name out the hat like which one will it be
What's up with my mind, these days I can't fall asleep
Feels like I'm running out of time now but you're still next to me
I see pretty bitches everywhere like which one will I meet
I come off so condescending I don't even mean it
She just need to please me I don't think I really need her
Stuck with my disease my voices fighting with the demons
I'm like "why they always creeping down" it feels so damn defeating
Oh-oh
Sipping out the glass
Sipping out the glass (Dun-nuh-nuh)
I throw up every time
Torn puzzles wrong picture tryna make it right
Hate the cloud but the rain feels nice
I'm in my room (In my room-)
Where's the window (Where's the window-)
Where's the people (Where's the people-)
Where's the reason
I'm in my room (In my room-)
Feel the heat (Feel the heat-)
But there's no one inside this place that I can see
I- (I-)
I- (I-)
I, there's no we (Woo-hoo)
I- (I-)
I- (I-)
I was always me (I was always me)
There's no we, it was always me
World is full of me trust me I got all the tricks, tricks, tricks
Alright lets go out and see a lot of things to see can't feel a damn thing don't care about the past
Pick a name out the hat like which one will it be
What's up with my mind, these days I can't fall asleep
Feels like I'm running out of time now but you're still next to me
I see pretty bitches everywhere like which one will I meet
I come off so condescending I don't even mean it
She just need to please me I don't think I really need her
Stuck with my disease my voices fighting with the demons
I'm like "why they always creeping down" it feels so damn defeating