Makin' It Video (MV)

I don't think that I can make it so I never really try
Speaking of my doubts, I think I see them multiplying
Haven't given it a shot, cause my music is my life
Telling me it's bad is like spitting in my eye
No it's I, my kind, the essence of my mind
Lyrics flowing from my aura cause it's music all the time
I'm a lion, my cry, an echo in the night
Music like my shadow when I'm walkin' on the line
I fight, take a bite, never give into the fright
Grinding willpower into talent as I'm doing what is right
It's not quite my prerogative to write
But just step into the ring, cause the place 'bout to ignite
I am not a coward I'm made this role, knocking' doors
Someone hold me back cause I'm outta control, Ima brawl
You don't like the vibe well I'll take you to school, re-enrolled
Blood up in your mouth well hard knocks are the goal, status quo
Maybe I'm kidding myself when I'm making it
But I keep pushing the limits and saving it
Reach for the sky but I live for the ground again
Maybe I am just inside of enneagram
Push em away, because I am done with 'em
You cannot wrap me up 'cause I am infinite
Made in an image so beautiful you want it
Heavenly breath, I'm good in the genesis

Tracing back my steps and I never thought that I'd be here
Crayon scribbled paper, the lines have never been so clear
Flippin' over pages, designin' my own world
Thumbs up takin' second place, as I'm sharin' my own words
Have you heard, drummer boy at first
Little lamb cries in the night and shepherd calls his herd
Was a silent night till the synth would lo
Music is my echo if I don't make it I don't grow
Like a shadow it would run in the night
Up until the mornin' but I never got it quite right
So I hide, shame in my eyes
When my music started playing I would run and cry
I am not a coward I'm made this role, knocking' doors
Someone hold me back cause I'm outta control, Ima brawl
You don't like the vibe well I'll take you to school, re-enrolled
Blood up in your mouth well hard knocks are the goal, status quo
Woke to my fears and I'm make an amendment
Let myself go and I'm ownin' contentment
Giving up all of the things I want
To be who I need, to change who I was
Putting out music and it's air'n my lungs
Beats in my veins, songs on my tongue
Triple heavy lyrics and I'm not done
Oxygen filling me up so I run
Jesus loving, I'm not sorry, music taste espresso
Grew up in the 90's so you hear a tad Nintendo
Proud of who I am, and you can hear it on my demo
'Cause I'm shot up with beat, and the Spirit the crescendo

I don't think that I can make it so I never really try
Grinding willpower into talent as I'm doing what is right
Flippin' over pages, designin' my own world
To be who I need, to change who I was