Absynthe Minded - Comfort And Joy Lyrics

Well what would you do i feel sick
I'm through i am the kingpin of my own misery
And i can't help it can i?
I grew up all unknowing lacking family friends
And now i'm married and withdrawn from the life i've never lived
Untill i came to think of it
I studied fourty-nine years
I know the outside well
But what's coming to me now is change as a gift and i don't
Know what to do with it
I won't deny i'm old
I'm pretty healthy grown
I earn money and spend it on my family, my sin is i
Build my whole life around it

I am close to a breakdown
I got money, love, respect
And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah

I got my birthday present again
And i'm glad it's not another one of those glossy pants
I was always so fond of it
I got some records too some old clapton shit
And i'm afraid that people are living their life just for me
And i just, and i just didn't know
Although i planned it long before
I'll have comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah

I am close to a breakdown
I got money, love, respect
And comfort and joy, comfort and joy yeah