A.C. Boud - I Became Many Things Lyrics

I just wanna say
Thank you all
Now I'm in my place
Made some bars
And I feel my face
A new start
I can see my name
In the stars
Many people believe that I'm tougher than I really am
Many people don't think that I suffer when I pick a pen
Many people play their parts
Many people gave their hearts
Many people made a mark with their shout outs on instagram
I mean f*ck man
I keep trying to find a way
I cannot stand
Another night I'm wide awake
In a goth band
Keep it black I'm out of red
There's in fact another bed
Pick a knife and slice your hand
I mean goddamn
I keep crying a fall a day
That's enough man
Can a guy just fly away
From his problems
I try to seek a smile in range
I just speak when I'm deranged
Might just kill what I became
I mean f*ck man
I keep trying to find a way
I cannot stand
Another night I'm wide awake
In a goth band
Keep it black I'm out of red
There's in fact another bed
Pick a knife and slice your hand
I mean goddamn
I keep crying a fall a day
That's enough man
Can a guy just fly away
From his problems
I try to seek a smile in range
I just speak when I'm deranged
Might just kill what I became
Pretty face with a dark soul
Dark soul
Dark soul
Really great that I'm not broke
Not broke
Not broke
Blurry days in a pretty freaky place
With a really greedy phase
And a popped skull
Popped skull
Popped skull
I don't really think that I'm f*cked up
F*cked up
I don't really think that I must stop
Must stop
Making songs and beat about that thot
But the fact is Imma bash this bitch
Till I die young
Making bodies nobody would body me
If we got beef you can be sure I'll cook yo ass at 808 degrees
Cause everyone tells me that I am talented
Not average
Just magnificent
Like a wild beast
I'll be the king of the north east
No need for speed
Cause when I'm on a track I kill more hits
Than a hit man
I just wanna to make a hit man
But I really do not want to be the hit man
This is the thing that scares me to my bones
About making it in this business
This is the thing that makes me feel alone
When I'm taking drinks in this missed bitch
I realized that life's a bitch
When I couldn't be happy with the past I lived
So I'm just hoping that it'll get better
When I'll get famous bright as a treasure
But I'm getting tired of having my ex's in my head
I might even call her and tell her that I wish she was dead
I don't really mean that she's a great persons
We just had problems but it's my version
I mean f*ck man
I keep trying to find a way
I cannot stand
Another night I'm wide awake
In a goth band
Keep it black I'm out of red
There's in fact another bed
Pick a knife and slice your hand
I mean goddamn
I keep crying a fall a day
That's enough man
Can a guy just fly away
From his problems
I try to seek a smile in range
I just speak when I'm deranged
Might just kill what I became
I mean f*ck man
I keep trying to find a way
I cannot stand
Another night I'm wide awake
In a goth band
Keep it black I'm out of red
There's in fact another bed
Pick a knife and slice your hand
I mean goddamn
I keep crying a fall a day
That's enough man
Can a guy just fly away
From his problems
I try to seek a smile in range
I just speak when I'm deranged
Might just kill what I became
What I became
What I became
What I became
What I became