Circa 2017 Video (MV)

Understand your passion it's the fire you're lackin
Homies pull yourselves up instead of just draggin
I bet it won't happen just sittin and laggin
Time flyin by and you wonder what happened
You got grey in your beard instead of Mick Jaggin
You pray to God often and you find yourself askin
Where did I go wrong how did I miss a sign
Graduate from college I thought I'd be fine
Now I lay in Uber whips maneuvering my stupidness
And foolishness has me doodlin using my newest pen
My phone rattlin a bit I gotta get my passenger
Yeah life hurts but this season can straight damage ya
Pray for the harvest I'm hoping for a pardon
From the suffering that I've felt inside this garden
Hope my tears would irrigate all my hopes and wishes
God hear me out I hope you don't dismiss it
I know you got my back cause the money is sufficient
If I get a million bucks I promise to help dish it
To misfortunates orphanage homeless kids proportionate
Invest my time invest it wise enough enough reduce the crime
This luck I must produce it's time to
Sprout up from the ground they tried to bury me
Like a phoenix I rose with even more clarity
As the ashes wipe away
If it wasn't for my God and wife I wonder if I'd stay
And that's dark
Apologize from the heart
But you can't be too honest
Unless you give the world a part
Of yourself no one even thought existed
Sometimes I feel the same but I battle with persistence
This tug of war of back and forth
Ain't damaging no glass and door
Life has 2 options run the rock or pass it more
Catch the homeless downtown like cameras with Macklemore
Aggressive in pursuit but still gotta attack it more
Crazy combination like Megoladons and dinosaurs
My fire burnin dim but it's nice to just find a source
Of comfort heat and love picking one try combining both
I'm a lover and like butter give a shot at slicing toast
Opposers are just posin as a contra opposition
Rather have you hate me than at mom and pops shops
Plannin to pop a pistol takin lives over wisdom
I know the hunger sittin and it's givin you conviction
Don't just sit there go and get em
Man I promise if you wait
You'll be better for it homie
And if time had a place
I'd promise to just hold it and never dare erase
And if stressin were crevices I'd have a wrinkled face
And that's the illest I afford
And by my own accord
I will shape my destiny by praying to the Lord
Speaking life over me to maintain a sober me
I hold my love tight like it's supposed to be
I'll be rockin little baby's I've been contemplating lately
I yearn to see a part of me that wasn't always shady
Double Dutchin through existence
Isn't feelin like the business
I hope you're all blessed and have a Merry Christmas
Call God