Pursuit to happiness
The lavishest
The state of mind I'm in
Where capital letters ravish through
Passive
Aggressive
Results
Alone
Don't
Improve
Self
Ever
If you play that back you just might move better
Cuz see I spent half of my time on this island
Seeking out a remedy
Took me to find the Lord
For me to face my demons
He
Made me start with the man in the mirror
Not all devils wear prada
He comes in vices
Comfortable may seem like a friend
He the hoodie you wanna wear
And let nobody else in
Hard to grow cuz good the enemy of best
Don't pretend
Don't be delusional
Too late
Well I feel bad for you slim
See this message it go out the kin
To the ones who hold it down
But all alone to defend
From the thoughts in your mind
I'm Grinding but waisting time
Sacrificed all the dreams for lane the presents
Is it the love in you I see
Could it be the ugliest part of me
I need a change so desperately
I see the chains move constantly
So heavy Lord I'm on my knees
Been longing for lost energy
Please tell me life aint what it seems
And struggles only temporary
I need to know
Cuz I been feeling so stressed
Aint been getting no rest
I wake up with heaviness in my chest
Call connect alleviate the noise
Gotta decompress
Feeling depressed
Could never fill the void
A villainous wreck
Can't tell what's next but still feel the poise
I had a itch to be the best
That scratch turned to a void
I read my word I heard them sermons
I go to church see I been yearning
I bent the knee in humility
I perspective learned
I put in the work by any means
I kept my word
Them stripes I earned
I deserve it please
But still can't shake the paranoia
Stomach turning I queeze
I felt them feelings creeping in
Them demons creeping
I'm like who yah
Postpartum suppressed conceived delays
I need a woosah woosah woosah
Cuz ambition had me too far so gone so long
Throwing hail marries to the thrown of grace
The Tom Brady Tupac
Please come with me sayest the Lord
That's a relationship loss I can't afford
Jhi
No longer do what I used to when I'm bored
I had to pause
Mama said I'm too nonchalant
Cuz I seen it all
Innocence gone
Illest of all
Realer than most
When I caught that opp outside
They acted like they seen a ghost
Was finna try me
Power in silence faith move mountains
Get behind me
Turned down the world to keep my soul
Matthew 16
Integrity fades when you save face
You can miss me
Took God to find me to reach the