Acchy - Baggage Lyrics

Yo
Gotta let some stuff out
Goes like this
Check it
All my life I've been hauling this baggage
I let it go for a while but it got returned to me damaged
I put my trust in her yeah it was the best I could manage
Didn't matter when she left me
We weren't heading for marriage
My baggage is filled with all my frustration
And my happiness but lately that's been feeling starvation
And I'm scared that one day my career will see expiration
Not to mention my heart I still recall palpitation (Agh!)
I'm pretty patient but I've never waited in line
I take what's mine and I pray to go to send me a sign
And I'm aware that this rapping game isn't on the decline
Pull up a chair don't listen if I tell you I'm fine
I don't really do much socialising anymore
I'm pretty sure the road was hilly where I did explore
Now I'm out here selling tickets to my shows and more
How do I ease my mind it's always out at war
My baggage stays with me
I just can't avoid it
And nobody knows that I am feeling voided
How do I express my emotions
How do I display my devotions
Wake up in the morning and I'm feeling sick
Not physically I'm talking 'bout a mental tick
I'll lay it down on the floor 'kinda' like a pic-a-nic
You know that I'm stacking numbers that's arithmetic
I'm tired of rappers putting out songs that are terrible
Well I guess that's what happens when making music unbearable
Don't ever come up to me and say our music's comparable
I'm scared the damage you'll do will be irreparable (Yeah)
My baggage and thoughts they are just one in the same
Was pulling profit as naughts it's all a part of the game
Making something from nothing I'm only here to reclaim
My eternal name which the haters try to defame
I 'gotta' thank them for helping me when I was down
I apologise for all of the times I was a clown
I don't know what they're saying when I'm not around
But I hope that they will help me if I run aground (Yo)
My baggage stays with me
I just can't avoid it
And nobody knows that I am feeling voided
How do I express my emotions
How do I display my devotions
My baggage stays with me
I just can't avoid it (I can't)
And nobody knows that I am feeling voided (No one)
How do I express my emotions
How do I display my devotions
I couldn't give up now I've paved my road
And it's evident I've nearly completed cracking the code
When I'm old and retired that's when I'll release of my load
Through the threads of my heart is where my future is sewed
And I know that my style has changed significantly
Since I was rapping about dropping out magnificently
And it's hard to keep on thinking optimistically
When the number one thing I've been through is difficulty