Acchy - Broken Lyrics

Counting up my disorders like they're loose change
False hope in a pill without any change
I wanna aim for the sky but I'm out of range
Suicide's going through the roof it is very strange
How can you tell that your friend is down
For me I never did and I'm sorry he's not around
The mind is a prison that suffering is renown
If there's a voice to be shared I may as well go to town (Yeah!)
I got a chronic life-long condition
Forget the music I'll embark on an endeavouring mission
To help myself and all the other people in my position
I'll hang my heart on the wall and share it in exhibition
What you witness in the movies is reality
For me and many other people slowly losing sanity
You think that we're the same then I'm a pear on an apple tree
But then again we label everyone humanity (Yeah!)
Piecing memories together like a cracked piece of pottery
I've lost so many pieces now it feels like a lobotomy
Been gone for a while man you'd think that they'd forgotten me
I'm never quitting because what I've written is a commodity
I'm back and in the plural bringing heftier numbers
Lyrics ringing through your soul and the music it thunders
I'll be the voice for the people in a tricky position
You know the power of community is the greatest of wonders
I'm so
Yeah
I'm so
I'm so broken inside
And I'm trapped within my mind
You said you cared for me
I guess you lied
And now you left me
With no tears left to cry
Counting up different symptoms and I've lost track
See me fall to pieces only stems from a little crack
People always wonder why I'm paranoid and out of whack
Probably because I'm sick of pulling knives out of my back
I'm still seeing zeros for the records I've sold
I hate to always be negative so I got to uphold
The realest view that my life ain't all just plated in gold
And for the day that I smile they'll say low and behold
My emotions are man-made my strength is depleted
And by now all of my old friends have retreated
So many fond memories are gone and deleted
They seem to want help but don't know what is needed
I feel lost when I'm without all the help I'm receiving
I'm seeing lost loved ones in my dreams that's the grieving
The times that I'm not there's a weight that I'm heaving
My life is nothing more than a tapestry's weaving
I'm so
Yeah
I'm so
I'm so broken inside
And I'm trapped within my mind
You said you cared for me
I guess you lied
And now you left me
With no tears left to cry
I've always struggled with motivation
It's causing this agitation
My mind is in devastation
At times it is levitating
Aside from the raps I'm making
I'm practically suffocating
Not searching for validation
I'm seeking for realisation
I talk a lot about innovating
But what I do's imitating
I'm sick of procrastinating
It's getting infuriating
The fans are accommodating
But I am deteriorating
I'm stuck on the rewind
But time is accelerating
I lack time got stacked up infinite demands
I seem to get through it all but the list only expands
And I play it off as nothing so nobody understands
Face-to-face with death but we didn't shake hands
Non-believers love to tell me I'm worthless
They can only see what goes on from the surface
Although by naming you I'm doing you a service
It's in your best interest if I stay wordless