Ace4L - Undecided Lyrics

I said I changed but then changed back again (Oh oh)
They plot against me I can't let 'em win (Mmm)
She tried to love me I can't let her in (No)
I said I loved her she left me for him
And that's how it begin
I miss you cuz I ain't felt that way in so long
Wanted you to hold on
I can't forgive you cuz you left me all alone
Now my heart so cold
I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I swear I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
And I swear I can't please anybody
And it don't matter how hard I try
Me and mama can't see eye to eye
Tried to help you but you don't wanna take part in my life
See that I just wasted time
(Aw mmm)
Replaced me when I was the only one
Tryna hide my pain I'm walking round with this gun
Can't afford to hurt my mama I'm her only son
Got me f*cked up in my thoughts demons already won
I believed that she was the one for me
First time shit went wrong she left me (Oh oh oh)
Now I see nobody else gon' help me grieve
Let them killers bust me let me be free (Aw)
I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I swear I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I swear I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
Take this time to listen let me show you how I feel
Know I be talking 'bout murder but songs like this be real
Acting tough to keep you out can't let you see my pain
Cant keep control of my emotions my feelings gon' change (Oh oh oh)
Act like they hate me and switch up to the other side
My family talking 'bout me when I'm just tryna provide
I think she acting sneaky what is it she tryna hide
Can only let so much go can't keep letting it slide
I said I needed you
Act like you needed me
I don't trust nobody cuz I see they all deceiving me
I lost my father and my big bro was locked up and gone
I sat there laying in the dark for you to call my phone (Aw)
1, 2 Many times that they crossed me
3, 4 People passed, man that shit exhausting
I want to leave 'em dead but what it's gon' cost me
Locked up in my own thoughts, I just want to be free
Weighed down by this pain I bust yo brain and take home all the money
Would give you all my love and all my heart but they ass took it from me
(Oh)
My own life can't understand it
Too many had switched up on me I feel like they had planned it
Leave me floating down the river where they gang at
Bro was pushing in the city cuz that's where they bang at
Needed him to be my guidance and my life support
Before he could get to me had to plea his case in front that court
I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I swear I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
I swear I'm undecided (Mmm oh)
I'm undecided (Awuh oh oh)
(Yeah)