Hey, can I be honest with you for a moment?
Uhm..I need help
I don't know what I'm feeling dude
I'm like lost in a way
I'm like contradicting myself and
Saying things that aren't true about me
Acting like I don't love myself when in reality I do
I don't know why I'm doing it
It's not because I'm sad, and it's not because
I'm like angry with the world
I'm just kind of stuck, in a way?
Like feeling gray is the best way I can describe it
And I just.. I just wanna.. feel differently you know?
Maybe, maybe I'll feel differently one day but-
For now I'm just gonna sit here and feel gray
Thanks for listening to me..it means a lot