I tell myself this time is different
That I see the signs that I've learned
But your hands fit like every mistake before
And I'm already slipping before I can think
I know how this story plays out
The rush the pull the beautiful wreck
I fall for the way you say my name
Like it's never been spoken in a lie before
I want to break the cycle but I crave the fall
I reach for fire knowing it burns
I should run but here I am-
Tracing the same lines speaking the same words
I see you watching me like you already know
Like you've played this game and you always win
I wonder if you feel the weight of this
Or if I'm just another name you'll forget
I want to break the cycle but I crave the fall
I reach for fire knowing it burns
I should run but here I am-
Tracing the same lines speaking the same words
Tell me is it different for you?
Do you feel this like I do?
Or am I just another lesson I won't learn?
I want to break the cycle but I crave the fall
I reach for fire knowing it burns
I should run but here I am-
Tracing the same lines speaking the same words
Maybe next time I'll walk away
Maybe next time I won't look back
But not tonight
Not yet