Actus Reus - IN2 THE DEEP Lyrics

Falling in and out of place
No concept of time or space
Step into the shadows just to hide my face
They sit back and gaze as I fall from grace
Gone without a trace
Every single day in this dreaded life
Is like another venom thorn going into my side
And when I try and talk about it all I get's a side eye
I'll carry on alone, you'll pay the price
Too hateful to be a f*cking saint
My mind's a mess but I'm loving the pain
And in times of grief, do anything for relief
On the verge of falling into the deep
Way back in the day
When nothing had mattered
We played with emotions
Our brains weren't scattered
But now that I find
When I look inside
All I see is hope that's died
That's died, let's go
Where you at, motherf*cker
We sink down into the deep
Bottled up and kept deep inside
It's only a matter of ticking time
Under a spell, it's cracking the shell
And leaving us out to dry and die
Way back in the day
When nothing had mattered
We played with emotions
Our brains weren't scattered
But now that I find
When I look inside
All I see is hope that's died
Relapse, take everything away