Feels like I've just lost a friend
A feeling that gets stuck in your head
But I still have every one
That I've had for
Years, and months, and days
Feel my hair getting thin
Fingerprints still on my skin
I still feel it
But they just don't see
All the damage that it left
Too much writing, blaming my ego
Wishful thinking, call it placebo
Never proud of my work
And somehow things keep getting worse
But I know I could fix it
If I just tried a little harder
Too much writing, blaming my ego
Wishful thinking, call it placebo
Wreckless drinking, needed to let go
Head out while driving, putting on a show