Adam Calus - Realize Lyrics

Laid into an early grave with ten toes down no one to save, you
Seemed to have it all we watched fall I cannot contemplate
You took your life and no surprise another artist in the sky but does anyone realize?
The battle being fought everyday deep inside you... or did you just keep it to your self?
I hope you made it up to heaven, because it seems this life for you was hell

Realize through the pain and the lies that this place is still your home
It should come as no great big surprise but this life is your own
And when everything is said and done will you lie to yourself, and say I know?

So what am I to learn from this I think and reminisce
Try not to miss a single detail of the lesson we have here
Searching for another way to make this life better today telling the ones I love who are near
That the battle being fought everyday deep inside me, I'm not alone and I won't keep it to myself
Beautiful people all around me, making this life heaven not hell

Realize through the pain and the lies that this place is still my home
It should come as no great big surprise, but this life is my own
And when everything is said and done will I lie to myself, no I won't