Growing Pains Video (MV)

I'm less than a year from my BA but I BS my release date
Addressing your cheers with a drink, praise
But don't see there's too much leeway
Cause I ain't done jack, but my grade done passed
And I'll pay that back on a rebate
But I hate age, last time I naysayed Adam
The fade came back to release pate
Show it off
Why I got to be sad?
That's the cost of the path to the blossom
Laugh at the losses, it's a badge of the process
Twenty-seven club is coming fast
And I'm lucky heaven hasn't called me back
But I'm buddy buddy with the younger yuppie
And it's unbecoming when I leave him past
And I ain't trying to bite the hand
The young me 's why I'm in high demand
But that's the fee like I'm Iron Man
That I pass the piece I'm relying in
Now I have a niece and now Ryan said
You're apt to be on whom I'd depend
Yo I find the sentiment bonafide
But then I'm resigned to be grown with life in hand
But I still cannot get out of bed
I'd fight that fight but time don't relent
I like that line I said and I meant
I lie my mind is set on the heavens
Bare my life like I am the psalmist
Where was God when I drafted August
Less like David more like Solomon
God is the way but I'm chasing the profit
Now I'm racing from the winds, not making amends
And it don't mean jack but I'm crazed and amiss
I'm adjacent to pissed, raising my fists
And I'm sure that I'm wrong and I pray God forgives
But I won't grow up, I'll go down through the ages
Show no love to the rounds with the faces
I'll be crowned in stasis
Look at me, I'm in the business
Of pissing my life away is this
The same entropy of all my pedigree
Hell, I'll be drowning it all with a stiff swig
And I know that I should talk to Yahweh
But it's easier to follow yall way
And the enemy got me on Hennessy
I'm an amenity like I'm on Broadway
I mean, I'm just nice
Yall need me like I need this vice
So I got to entice
Like I'm worthy and I am not hurting a fly, right
Ain't nothing to it
Yall are required so I can be fruitless
Iron to iron and I am obtuse
Acting pious but lying that I am acute
I don't want to depend on the world though
Cause if I don't trend then the pen's on furlough
Ergo the words better burn slower
Than the verse run time on the first go
But this song won't blow up
It won't be top five Adam and you know what
The songs that mean the most are not predisposed
To be spotlight tracks when I show up
But I need the love to be okay
That's my ego talking this no names
No longer a teen so I don't get no aid
Hope I don't forget the zeal like Cobain
So graduation day better not stay away
I don't want to be safe cause I need the praise
Fore it's hats off and straight to the races
Got to get to work and save like Jay says
And I stayed in school
I did the work, obeyed the rules
Where am I at?
Aged, used, paying dues, afraid to lose
But I'll trust in God to get me through
Trust in God to get me through