(I'm) waiting on a doctor's call to let me know the problem
Spent the week worried about money and the outcome
Ex girl in my DMs wants to know if I'm alright for her peace of mind
Making sure I ain't kicked the bucket before I dropped the album
Trigger finger folded, clips loaded, rope up on the cieling
Suicidal till someone wants to hear about how I'm feeling
Paranoid round the family for the weed smoke but now I'm chilling
Ain't messed with the bud since I realised I wasn't willing
Thick coat for the shade
Self destructive I was made
On the drugs before the case, now I hit my barber for a fade
Seen a friend choke to death and E & A, he needs A & E
Its all a game until a brother get played
Reliable loving and a grammy be the things on my wishlist
Who needs drugs when you got family coming over for Christmas
Y'all stay spinning on the mess, we left that in last year like a fidget
Both hands on the green, I've already seen enough of my friends get twisted